justme.
im gorgeous when im drunkim the one that thinks fake eybrows are shit
i eat. i shit. i cry. i laugh. but i bet im better that you
ohhhh! katy perry, lauren conrad & nicole richie - i love you(:
& aku sayang aizzat rosley bykbyk tau
shits.
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histories.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
aku sungguh messy now.
my mind is all over the place.
gosh! mcm telan cili padi after kunyah fr 1 hour.
ohhhh god, please help.
my veins were all tangled.
my heart were out of place.
my otak is full of fucking shits.
never go school for 4days now - fri, sat, sun, mon, tues, wed.
its not tht im nt interested laa. is just tht im feeling so fucking fuckedup.
" i need to have faith in myself, in order for others to have faith in you."
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
its 0130am. & im still constantly finding to find who i am.
can anyone just answer this bloody-stupid question?
you know, at times, life reaches the best part & you wished it wont go away.
but when it reaches the worse, you couldnt stop asking urself, when does it gonna end?
i couldnt find myself now.
im just so damn lost by the flow of life.
its worse if farisya couldnt be taken away.
nothing feels great now.
its hari raya.
daddy's sad. im sad. farisya's sad.
seeing others enjoying made me realised how stupid i was to not take good
car of the ones i really love, while they were healthy.
fake smiles everywhere.
where is everyone when i need them?
where are you?
-lala
? Published at 10:27 AM
selamat hari raya aidilfitri everybody!
maaf zahir& batin from me.
hahahahahaahahahahahahahah.
so the melayu.
okay, byeeeeee.
nk go raya sumore(:
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
too lazy. too tired. too fuckedup. too much of everything.
cant sleep last night. wokeup every minute - i meant, seriously.
blablablabla. & today, supposingly i need to go school to buckup on my studies.
bt ended up sleeping at home till 12.32pm. hmmmmpfh.
going to cut hair later. downloading songs now. & hari raye coming in 4 more days.
i just couldnt feel the 1 month of fasting man!
*****
lets see,
zero ciggerates.
some cash.
empty appittite.
headaches.
running nose& cough.
A TOTAL BAD DAY!
will be back with a better mood i promise.
toodles.
? Published at 10:48 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
wookey, her come the updaaaates! yepp. saturday 12/09 was superr gerrek.
buka luar wif boifey&friends, go isap syisha again, & went home at 3.30 in the morning to celebrate our 22th month(:
oh yes.
HAPPY MONTHSARY BABYBOY.
its been 1yr 10mths now.
&then, 13/09 went to bazaar geylang to shop for baju.
but in the end i bought black agaaaain.
hmmmmpfh. aku seriously no mood to raye tis year.
daddy's sick. farisya has to go. wht else? ohh, 'n's coming again in 2o more days.
n now, i cant wait to get out of this school - thts where the excitement goes to.
"3 months now.."
toodles.
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
now life mcm sambal belacan arr.
today will be great, tmr will be sucky.
uppppppps & den downnnnn.
how i wish muhd aizzat can read dis.
its alrdy near 2yrs but still ure blind.
cant u even see the difference?
oh pls, im still a girl aftrall. oh myb, guys are always ego?
baby, jst do & say whtever you want. cos it doesnt affect me at all..
just only 11.13am - oh yes, i mandi alrdy & now blogging? isnt that a miracle?
HAHAHAHAHAHHHHHH!
"still searching..."
tooddleees.
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
hey people. for now, i know my layout suck. cos ive got no bloody time to edit. will edit soon. takecare(:
? Published at 10:27 AM
peepies, any chocolates or sweets for me?
im damndamndamn fucking lost ryte now.
well, ever since those bust days, its getting much more complicated & harder.
lifelifelife - that's life.
for now, 1st session of n-level is done.
2nd session in the line.
get ready for more books, notes & madness.
daddy, im still hoping that u could be here with me like u used to.
i really miss those precious times with u.
remember those days we used to kill time by watching movies over & over again.
- like the spiderman 2?
remember those days that we always talk crap to each other?
remember those fights we went through & getting over it?
i really miss you so much.
& i guess, im not ready to lose you.
well, my prayers will remain recited for u.
may god bless you.
farisya, its getting harder babygirl.
im so lost ryte now.
life, its getting worse now..
"how i wish i could pause time & rewind it.
babyboy, its you i miss."
"pictures dont express what you're feeling sometimes."
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
"Hope is a Living Dream" yeah thats what i saw from sumbody's t-shirt.
sry people didnt get the chance to update that often.
daddy is back in hospital for serious stroke again.
& today was his 7th day there.
guess what? im daddy's little nurse!
lets hope he'll get well soon yarr.
tooddles.
to hospital.
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