lifestories of an ass-kisser.

3.19am

2009-11-02T11:20:00.000-08:00

baby, you make it so hard for me to breath. but its harder breathing without you.
we have to. we have to live this way to make it better.

my back hurts la. & lala has started new job, new life, new person alrdy you know?
im now OFFICIALLY ms bear-builder((:
but tmr aku off. so myb i prolly jlnjln at bugis, find cheapcheap shoe den go daddy's crib.

***
One day, Love met Friendship.
Love asked Friendship; "What do you do when i exist?"
Then, with a wide smile.
Friendship replied; " I make them laugh when you make them cry after hurting them(:"

fuck you.

2009-10-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

lets talk abt life.

2009-10-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

I feel like crap now. All the thoughts in my head are getting overwhelming, and I'm struggling to hold my tears back.

BUT

Don’t waste your tears on someone who won’t be there to wipe them away.

OR

Maybe.. lala, you should spend more time alone with yourself. get all the problems solved, then get back on the line.

2009-10-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

these days, this is what lala's up to(: making crazy love with my lesbian partner. oooopps! slhslh. beeeest-gf laaah!

toooodles. love, lala.

thank you babyb, for cheering me up((:

2009-10-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

alryte! im back(: pretty much ooookay la; better than last post i guess.

20/10/09

hohohohhh! supposingly to conusilling, bt ended up spending my whole day wif boyfie.

through all this roughage, thank god boyfie is still there for me.

yeah i know & now i understand!

"love the ones that loves u, not the ones that u loves."

den we soooo kelam kabot, go rc pay flea market.

den go makanmakanmakan.

den rush to west mall to watch julie & julia.

den we jalanjalan at west mall.

den we sit & crap around while eating burger king's rendang burger(:

daaaamn! the show was awsome(: kannnnn baby?

babbbbbbyboy, i think i love you a little too much. HOHOHOH.

tooddles. love, lala

15 oct 2009

2009-10-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

people come,
people go.
goodbye farisya.
im gonna miss u so much.

"strong is always inside you, bt u'll realise it when strong is the only thing you could do"

i'll be back after these messed.
tooddles.

fuck.

2009-10-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

fuck you.

fuck him.

fuck her.

fuck everyone that messed up my life.

today is the end of 'n' or should i say school?

ohh, today is the end of secondary school life!

actually the mroning was great. paper was easy. oh well, cos i studied!(:

den, the mrs cibye came.

ohhhhhh, guess what? i was fine $500 fr contraband ciggy.

den was lectured by mr lim & the mrs loh.

***

in the end, it doesnt turn out to be a happy ending..

damn it. im so pissed off with these people.

right, 3 more days to the final day.

tooddlessss.

HAPPPPPY HOLIDAYS!

love, lala

one, two, four & ten!

2009-10-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

HOHOHOHOHOHHHH!

& 1o more days to 1yr 11mths! yeeeapy.

p/s : though ure such an asshole at times, i still damndamn love you like i did on 13/11/o7

dearest asshole bart, i would like to haf this post specially made fr you.

isnt that so sweeeeeeet of me bby?(:

okay. okay. ever since 13/11/o7, we've gone alot of damn problems&troubles together.

well in the end, we won like a warrior& a princess kan syg?

we went to utterly boring movies.
we went pee-ing in the sea together.
we ate damn awful sushis like thrs no fucking tmr.
we stole - hmmmmpfh - pretty much sucky items(:
we slept at playgrnds at night bcos i was too tired& lazy to go home.
& also, we won the battle of the black eagles together. remember?
& here we are, still doing damn awsome!

waaaaaaaait!

im supposed to write this on our 2yr.

nvm. suprise will be up next!

i love you my boncet, idiot asshole - you nvr knew.

& i will forever do.

love,

lala kopet(:

aku sungguh messy

2009-09-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

aku sungguh messy now.

my mind is all over the place.

gosh! mcm telan cili padi after kunyah fr 1 hour.

ohhhh god, please help.

my veins were all tangled.

my heart were out of place.

my otak is full of fucking shits.

never go school for 4days now - fri, sat, sun, mon, tues, wed.

its not tht im nt interested laa. is just tht im feeling so fucking fuckedup.

" i need to have faith in myself, in order for others to have faith in you."

2009-09-20T10:27:00.000-07:00

its 0130am. & im still constantly finding to find who i am.

can anyone just answer this bloody-stupid question?

you know, at times, life reaches the best part & you wished it wont go away.

but when it reaches the worse, you couldnt stop asking urself, when does it gonna end?

i couldnt find myself now.

im just so damn lost by the flow of life.

its worse if farisya couldnt be taken away.

nothing feels great now.

its hari raya.

daddy's sad. im sad. farisya's sad.

seeing others enjoying made me realised how stupid i was to not take good

car of the ones i really love, while they were healthy.

fake smiles everywhere.

where is everyone when i need them?

where are you?

-lala

hellohellohello!

2009-09-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya aidilfitri everybody!
maaf zahir& batin from me.

hahahahahaahahahahahahahah.
so the melayu.

okay, byeeeeee.
nk go raya sumore(:

not in school.

2009-09-15T22:48:00.000-07:00

too lazy. too tired. too fuckedup. too much of everything.

cant sleep last night. wokeup every minute - i meant, seriously.

blablablabla. & today, supposingly i need to go school to buckup on my studies.

bt ended up sleeping at home till 12.32pm. hmmmmpfh.

going to cut hair later. downloading songs now. & hari raye coming in 4 more days.

i just couldnt feel the 1 month of fasting man!

*****

lets see,

zero ciggerates.

some cash.

empty appittite.

headaches.

running nose& cough.

A TOTAL BAD DAY!

will be back with a better mood i promise.

toodles.

superr gerrek.

2009-09-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

wookey, her come the updaaaates! yepp. saturday 12/09 was superr gerrek.

buka luar wif boifey&friends, go isap syisha again, & went home at 3.30 in the morning to celebrate our 22th month(:

oh yes.

HAPPY MONTHSARY BABYBOY.

its been 1yr 10mths now.

&then, 13/09 went to bazaar geylang to shop for baju.

but in the end i bought black agaaaain.

hmmmmpfh. aku seriously no mood to raye tis year.

daddy's sick. farisya has to go. wht else? ohh, 'n's coming again in 2o more days.

n now, i cant wait to get out of this school - thts where the excitement goes to.

"3 months now.."

toodles.

alamak!

2009-09-10T20:09:00.000-07:00

now life mcm sambal belacan arr.

today will be great, tmr will be sucky.

uppppppps & den downnnnn.

how i wish muhd aizzat can read dis.

its alrdy near 2yrs but still ure blind.

cant u even see the difference?

oh pls, im still a girl aftrall. oh myb, guys are always ego?

baby, jst do & say whtever you want. cos it doesnt affect me at all..

just only 11.13am - oh yes, i mandi alrdy & now blogging? isnt that a miracle?

HAHAHAHAHAHHHHHH!

"still searching..."

tooddleees.

-

2009-09-09T10:27:00.000-07:00

hey people. for now, i know my layout suck. cos ive got no bloody time to edit. will edit soon. takecare(:

i need sweets to get back in line!

2009-09-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

peepies, any chocolates or sweets for me?

im damndamndamn fucking lost ryte now.

well, ever since those bust days, its getting much more complicated & harder.

lifelifelife - that's life.

for now, 1st session of n-level is done.

2nd session in the line.

get ready for more books, notes & madness.

daddy, im still hoping that u could be here with me like u used to.

i really miss those precious times with u.

remember those days we used to kill time by watching movies over & over again.

- like the spiderman 2?

remember those days that we always talk crap to each other?

remember those fights we went through & getting over it?

i really miss you so much.

& i guess, im not ready to lose you.

well, my prayers will remain recited for u.

may god bless you.

farisya, its getting harder babygirl.

im so lost ryte now.

life, its getting worse now..

"how i wish i could pause time & rewind it.

babyboy, its you i miss."

"pictures dont express what you're feeling sometimes."

words of the day.

2009-09-01T20:59:00.000-07:00

"Hope is a Living Dream" yeah thats what i saw from sumbody's t-shirt.

sry people didnt get the chance to update that often.

daddy is back in hospital for serious stroke again.

& today was his 7th day there.

guess what? im daddy's little nurse!

lets hope he'll get well soon yarr.

tooddles.

to hospital.

damn it!

2009-08-24T19:13:00.000-07:00

when lappy is fine, broadband goes sucking balls.

i couldnt sign in for internet acess at home anymore now, err mommmmmmy(:

in sch now - cme lesson. mcm cool like dat. was late fr 1st period, cabot fr 2nd period & now slacking in the cool-shit library fr 3rd period. awsomeeeee knknknnn?

well, life's atterly boring nowadays. but puasa makes me a stronger person. i mean, SERIOUSLY. boifey's in camp doing guard from sunday till tuesday morning..TODAY!

yeah, bt currently knn puasa, so we tend to not meet till the right day. hmmpfh. i wonder when ehhh.

photos could not be uploaded till broadband goes fine.

sry yaa horr.

tooddles hippies!

happy puasa(:

love, lala.

update ehh.

2009-08-18T18:14:00.000-07:00

okay. 9.30am & now in the damn library with nurul aminah(:

hahahahahahahaha!

aku superr tired & aku superr tknk masok class siaaaaaaaaaak.

da npk nyerr kiter had no life now so viewing ppl's profile and laughinglaughing(:

ohya, watched the hangover & the orphan& its fucking damn gerrrrek.

tooddlees.

- 3.41pm

2009-08-12T00:41:00.000-07:00

im pissed off with pamela.

she ask me wait fr her & u knw wht she did?

WATCH PORN WITH HER LIL BROTHER - LEON!

you suck reeeeal big time assholes(:

Done - DOne - DONe - DONE!

2009-08-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

yeah - yeah - yeah!

annnnnnd prelims over people!(:

malay paper was easy just now. like wht? like chicken feet. HAHAHAH.

okay lala, dont talk bigbig skali fail. yes granny!

KEEEEEBOMMMM. she fell from the bed. hahahahahahahahhhh.

MY GRANDMA FELL OFF THE BED.

u guys shd witness it man. daaaamn! hahaha.

well, farisyah is still growing up ryte now. mommy really loves her alotalot(:

ITS TIME FOR HOLIDAAAAAY. err, fr awhile ony laa. bfr n-lvl.

alryte tooooddles(:

one last shit.

2009-08-11T01:33:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLL YEAH!

one last shit to kill man

tmr's mother tongue paper. superrrr confident guys(:

ohya, daddy's in hospital back again. haiyaa. im so worried laa knn.

only god knows whts goin through my mind, heart & aku punyer soul.

wow. its 11 august now. sooooo cpppt kankankan?

mum, HAPPY BRTHDAY BACEN!(:

i love you damn hell much woman. YOU ROCK, I ROCK MORE MOTHER. haaaaaah.

alryte, lala is off to daddy's new crib. goodbye.

tooddleeeeeeys.

okay, peace.

2009-08-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

done with anger.

down with hell noooow.

alryte guys, ystrdy - 7/8/09 was hell lots of fun man. when to sisha at haji lane wif bf, janna and her stoooofit friends(((:

pictures.. well, i hope ehh her friend will upload fr me in facebook.

farisyaaaaaaah, 2nd mth is up.

n im waiting fr our 21th journey. im pretty much sure its fucking awsome dude.

well, suddenly i felt like i miss everyone.

boyfriend. FADHILAH. marisa. syifa. skater friends(: crazy working collegues. i dnt knw y.

"a healthy relationship is made out of two forgivers" sounds familiar huh DAWN?

....

2009-08-05T04:53:00.000-07:00

okay, today lala is fucking pissed off.

FUCKING PISSED OFF. got it?

im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pissed off.

byeeee.

OHH, tht SOCIAL STUDIES.

2009-08-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

3rd august is here! & i swear i did well fr my eng. seriously i did(:
ohoh, i chose "ADDICTION" fr the compo topics. i wrote my heart out man.

but when it comes to social studies, err wht should i say? SUCK IT!
i did pretty well fr section A bt im sure that those marks wldnt pull me through the passing line. section B can go suck balls. hahahahahahahhhh! i totally cldnt remember the topics man.

should go study laa horr now. MATHEMATICS & FOOD N NUTRITION is coming up tmr.
im anxious to see wht is put up next!

boiyeboiyes!(:

happy happy happy sgtsgt!(:

2009-08-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

2nd August 2009
off to jemputan wif mummy, daddy & granny at bukit panjang. the foods were awsomely prepared man! damn. i wished i could take the chefs home(:
den got changed inside the car. ohh, im not going to ARAB STREETS wif those kebaya. NONO.
soooo, at last! im going shopping wif my family instead of my gfs & bfs on weekend.

boifey reached at abt 3.19pm so he joined my family.
guess wht? mummy bought me a dress! woohoo. its seems great to me cos she always criticised me each time i brought home dresses that i bought. HMMMPHF!

myb some things are worth waiting.

til den, goodybyes!(:

lost & found.

2009-08-01T06:18:00.001-07:00

Look at what i found in her blog!(:

heeey ho!

2009-08-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

heeey ho hippies!(:

wellwellwell,
had fun last night. boyfie, abg2 & janna's thr. overnight at COSTA SAND RESORT, SENTOSA.
ohh instead of EAST COAST PARK.
exam is coming in just 1 more day. 3 august 2009!
& lala is betting to do her very very very best in this prelim.
MAKE SURE LALA!

life getting better now. getting back to the right path now.
well, its hard but still, i should be able to handle it nicely(:
tummy still hurts. farisyah is growing everyday. im pretty sure she's gonna be a good - beautiful girl when she grow up later. mummy loves her so much.

"sometimes, good things are worth waiting. but sometimes, those good things, we cant get it."

all i need.

2009-07-30T00:06:00.000-07:00

all i need is him.

13.11.o7

2009-07-29T23:07:00.001-07:00

the best days(:

ohh, well.

2009-07-29T22:46:00.000-07:00

ohh, well. no school fr today. jst fr me. slept early last night. got up early dis morning.

but i feel sucked to get to sch. life changed so fast tht even the rainbow could nt be seen anywhr now. the sky is sumtimes dark, well is sumtimes so bright tht u could barely see your hands.

lala is now getting weaker & weaker each days. well most probably missing sumone terribly much now. its just remains as hopes. i knew things are goin to be dis way.

im stuck on the bed. glued to lappy. my mind is everywhr. well, sumtimes its hard to lift urself up when thr isnt anybody ard you. i knw, thr are all pippies who will be thr fr me. bt i couldnt feel their existance. im sry i guess. my life is a mess now.

bf, im missing you damn much.

meeting janna ltr(: to bb to sell mp3.

tooooddles.

much love, lala.

mother-lidah n-level oral.

2009-07-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

ohh hollyshits!

mothertongue oral starts at two sharp.

i was released at 12.45pm. confident siol sampai siang.

reach home at abt 1.25pm, abeh when i checked my beg, MY BLOODY FILE WAS LEFT IN SCH!

hahahahahahahaha. lala bodoh sgt2. harapan aku nk sampai pioneer secondary sch early teroooos hancur! haaaaaiz. rush down - took cab to jurong sec - rush bck to pioneer sec again!

reached pioneer at 2.05.39pm(:

den guess wht fadhilah, i saw sylvia - hendra's ex, rmbr? hahahahahahaahah.

well, overall my day was absolutely fine! even, bf's not around.

& aku eat maggi in sch(:

takecare.

toodddddddles(:

haha. that black bastard.

2009-07-24T11:28:00.000-07:00

hahaha. guess wht people?

he's baaaaaaaaack.

look on your right top corner. check my craptalking & read wht the typed.

its so so so hilarious.

HOHOHOHOHOHH.

well, if he does love, he shd at least made the effort to stay.

now wht, he said im a bitch?

B - Beautiful

I - Intelligent

T - Talented

C - Cute

H - Hot

ohhohh, muhd farouq farkhan, haf fun yarrr watching liverpool wif mira(:

tooddles.

updates.

2009-07-24T09:44:00.000-07:00

helloooooooh pippies!(:

HOHOHHOH. im back.

yeah, lappy already discharged. recovered. paid to get well.

& im back from the struggled ive gone through those damned days.

got back with muhd aizzat.

and i swear it was the greatest mistake to leave him for that faggot.

i could say, these days was the happiest days of my life.

****

went to bb to lpk. meetup wif janna & boifey.

he went to play soccer so i became the vocal instructor for her(:

den akuuuuu feel so moody suddenly.

dont know why. myb part of the "moved on life" i guess.

hmmmmphf.

life makes me wonder.

tooddlees.

bullshit.

2009-07-24T09:31:00.001-07:00

its all pieces of shits.

blahblahblah. "i am living in darkness when u left." well, thats BULLSHIT.

told you. i can be the meanest.

so what u ex did that? i can do it too.

wht goes around comes around.

you spitted.

you fought.

you lied.

you cheated.

hahahaha. & u said it was all me?

NOWAY. im not a slut like her.

well people, life's getting better now.

IM ALREADY MOVED ON HAPPILY.

he's a stupid jerk.

i felt so relieved when i left him.

" never put high hopes on that particular sumone, cos you never know when he'll eat you up."

tooddddddddles(:

...baaaaack from lala land.

2009-07-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

im back again. with my slut sitting beside me in the library.

well, school is a total boredom! lessons are pretty much sucky.

read seventeen magazine, took pictures with my slut. soon, n yes i hope its uploaded laa horr.

& yes. recess, went smoking like usual. den an idiot faggot caught us with my smoking smell.

life,

now lala is back normal - not mentally disturbed, not emotionally unstabled.

"actually, we are better off this way u mother-fucker. just the son of bitch dat only uses me to cover ur ass off!"

okaaaaaaaay. alot more has happened.

9 more days to 31st.

be back sooooon.

tooddles.

Now.

2009-07-06T22:58:00.000-07:00

okay, it has been decades since my last post.

alot happened.

as usual, relationship that sucked everything up.

sickness that tries to kill me softly.

people surround me that always got on my nerves now.

pissed off.

fucked up again.

& waaaaaait, im in school now blogging!

AWSOME!

cos N-LEVEL ORAL LATER.

be back soon!

Our Photoshoots.

2009-06-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah. Another apology fr the superrrr late updates.

Piccies taken on his birthday 060609 & the next day whr our mood gone wild(:

Snapshots at Work!

2009-06-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

the greatest apologies fr these late photo updates.

more to update by 28 june.

do catch up yarrrr!

Life.

2009-06-09T13:24:00.000-07:00

myb sometimes, life has to pass through all the dark, dangerous alley first

in order to enter the new bright alley.

it has been weeks since i last update my blog huh?

alot has happened.

ryte boifey?

****

4.26am.

i just finished reading marisa's blog.

& im damn shocked n curious.

her tagboard has a spammer wif my name?

ohoh, sumting's fishy huh?

okay, to be noted;

puteri marisa - sasha,

if ure reading.

pls tagged me yr nbr.

i'll call as soon as possible.

i suspect thr sumting nt ryte here.

thanks yarh.

****

days gone, days comes, days passed.

tragedies, horrible incidences happened.

boifey & me is doin great now.

as i said, the photos are hold back.

i'll get it post as soon as possible okeh?

DEAREST FAROUQ FARKHAN,

MYB SOMETIMES I FELT LIKE GIVING UP.

YES, IM NOT PERFECT.

MISTAKES ARE EVERYWHR.

BT HOW U, MAMA, PAPA, N THE MONKEYS TREATED ME,

I FELT AS IF I BELONG TO U GUYS.

MYB I DID NOT SHOW U.

BT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

I APPRECIATED ALL THE STUFFS U DID.

& UR FAMILY DID.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH, BABY.

"i started to feel the warmth breath of the earth, touching my skins. i started to feel the connection of the hearts surround me. i started to enjoy my days. i started to realise my mistakes. i started to believe in myself."

*****

TO EVERYONE,

TO WHOM I HURT, USED TO HURT, BEEN HURT, HURTING, FEEL HURT.

I GUESS, NOW IS THE TIME FOR ME TO APOLOGISE ALL THE WRONG DEEDS IVE DONE IM MY PAST.

YEAH, IM WHOLE LOT OF A CLUMSY HUMAN BEING THT CLDNT STOP FRM MAKING MISTAKES.

SO FRIENDS, EVERYONE?

CHEERS.

Back.

2009-06-09T13:03:00.000-07:00

end of work.
paid.
gone - 350.
happy.
n hell yeah, alot to catchup.
***
photos to upload.
words to type.
story to tell.
work to be done.
money to earn.
effort to shop.
N appitite to kiss ur ass.
***
okay, its 4am now.
up to post more tmr.

im baaaaaaaaaaack(:

Sicked, Screwed & Fucked up.

2009-05-23T13:27:00.000-07:00

Im sick.

Im pissed-off.

Im happy.

Im bored.

Im tired of life.

IM FUCKED UP.

everybody's swine.

* ok, apologise. not everyone - some member of irritated people.

"selfishing. egoing. annoying. irritating. idiotic. arrogant. blahblahblah."

should be updating tmr.

YES!

2009-05-21T03:49:00.000-07:00

okay, 6.49PM & still not yet bathe(:

was hopping through blogs.

den i saw -

YOUR NEW AMERICAN IDOL IS KRIS ALLEN!!!

** now thats my boy! i love you kris allen(: sry farouq farkhan.

woooooohooooooo.

satisfaction or wht?

called boifey. he's ADAM LAMBERT's fans u see.

hohohohohohohohohohho.

Today.

2009-05-21T03:01:00.000-07:00

8 hrs of sleeping - 6.30am to 2.30pm

stuck on the comp.

blogging.

pet societing.

facebooking.

musicing.

little cash.

zero ciggarette.

NO appetite of bathing.

&empty excitment of stepping out of the house.

BORED TO FUCKING HELL OF SHITS.

Im the reason for your breath.

2009-05-20T12:50:00.000-07:00

if lala has a wish, i wished im the one that makes u happy.
im the reason why u cant wait for tomorrows.
im the reason why u believes miracles do happen.
im the reason why u believes in fairytales.
im the one that light up ur life.
im the one that gives u strength.
im your sun.
im your moonlight.
im your morning.
im your evening.
i wanna be inside your heaven.
i can be with you every seconds, minutes, hours.
even though its only a wish, the one wish is to be with you till the end of my breath.

bby, my dreams are in your eyes.
you should know how much i love you.

Tragic Mystery.

2009-05-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

did u guys ever have occured an incident whr u cant slp at night& decided to online the whole night; not sleeping? of cos yes. but did u guys ever overcome a mystery when ure online n suddenly "You have sign in on an other computer. Please sign in again."?

aku decided to not slp and just slack ard the comp last night, errrrrr, morning.
date on 20/5/2009. chatting on msn wif LAN FATTY. den playing PET SOCIETY on FACEBOOK. & suddenly, it happen uhh. im so shock.
well, i sign in on an other acct & intended to chat wif tht "someone".
NO REPLIES. so i sign in on boifey's acct.
"hi bby." tht's wht i typed. "?" he replied.
FOR GODNESS. somebody is thr using my acct chatting wif its owner.

i was all alone in front of the comp, thinking it was u.
looking through ur past photos wif her, made me realise;
i dont deserve u& wht it seems to be in the picture
ure happy to be wif her. im not her.
u said before, im perfect fr u.
bt last night, u mentioned no one is perfect yet.
& im making u one.
pls stop acting like an asshole.
LOVE ME FR WHO I AM.
NOT WHT ME THINK I SHD BE.
yeah, i appreciate wht u did to me.
bt ure the one kept cutting, crushing& destroying my broken heart.

look, it happened in a short while aft we're having fun.
stars are not on my side.

Check it out fellow dudes&dudettes!

2009-05-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

HE'S AWSOME. Check this out.

Love.

2009-05-19T02:52:00.000-07:00

heyheyhooooo. last paper & here it goes. THE ENDDDDD!(:

went to sch thinking it was the usual routine; 7.45-9+am.
wokeup last den i rush to sch.
skali saw my classmate pulaaaaaaaak.
"hey paper starts at 9am. go macdonald's?" woooookie dooooookie.
& then i met HIM...

& Him....

& Him. come one more look of "this charming guy"...saw it? isnt it cool.

& then i went home at 10.43am.
taking 240 to interchange.
& i met him..

& him...

reach home. blahblahblah!
den went giant wif boifey& mummy.
lpklpk at his cribs(:

& here we are..
TAAADAAAAA!

"bby, im still confuse. i dont knw why im stuck here. im all alone."

Awsome.

2009-05-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

dudes&dudettes, todays awsome! though nothing is much done,
im at dawn's cribs re-editing my blog.

aku ends paper at 9.10am tadi morning. paper was easy!
headed to smoking place a usual. den went back home.
thinking he was awake, go to the place we planned last night; the polyclinic.
n for godness sake, he's still asleep.
ku berdengkorrrrr from 11.30am til 2.43pm(: nice sleep babehs.
went to dawn's crib at 4.30pm. & HERE I AM.
**okeh. going study for food&nutritons - tmr's paper.
im gonna do very well i BET!

im still counting stars& waiting fr the words i hoped from ur speech.
bby, its hard pretending.

Suck.

2009-05-14T19:56:00.000-07:00

yeah. the end of paper at 10am. walk to the usual port where smoking-partner & boifey sat fr smoking moment. headed to Lan Shop to tukar my template laa. but den knn, cannot. HAIYAHH. sucky - a comp without notebook? whatever. im pissed off now.

HELL YEAH! I KISS ASSES.

Dear Diary.

2009-05-14T01:45:00.000-07:00

hohohohohhhhhhhh. 1st baby is out! naaaah, the blog i meant. yeah, slack today. end of paper at 9.30am just now. went to eat breakfast at pioneer mall - halfboiled egg! yumyuummy. then, headed home. chitchat on the phone wif boifey & p.s. he's asleep.

life ohh life; confusion, miserable. went to boifey's cribs. slack. gave him the presents(: & thank god. he loves it!
Happy 6th Month Bbyboy.

okay, dear boys & girls - ladies & gentlemen - human beings,
this is my bloggy okay.
do tag me.
do talk to me.
do crap around.
BUT hey haters! dont u dare spamming uh.
i'll cry(:

FADDDDDDDDIE, aku da ader blog uhh! HMMPHF.